Movin' to another site... =)

Lately, I'm trying my best not to show to anyone how happy or sad I am. But this time, I just can't stop myself from being so proud of him. I am actually kind of guilty that I saw some tears but maybe he just felt so bad for me. But don't worry, this won't break us apart. It's not a big deal. On second thought, it is actually. Hehe, but hey it's a good thing you didn't lie to me. (Muntik lang..) Oh well, you know you can't lie to me. Maybe I should be a professional spy. Hmmm...

Here I go again… I finally got time to divulge my thoughts. I don’t know what’s up with me today but as I woke up this morning, I’m kinda feeling like I don’t want to be anxious about anything, as in anything. I don’t actually care if at the end of this writing, someone would get pissed, which I don’t see the point why.

I’ve got no plan today which I think is a good start. I usually have things organized that when it didn’t go well as planned, let’s say I transform into a monster. That’s how my boyfriend describes me. I honestly don’t know how he keeps up with it. I’m just thankful he can. Anyways, since I don’t really know what to share with you guys, let me relate to you how I feel during these days of commemorating the death and resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ.

I typically just stay at home. Unlike others who yearly plan a trip with their family, ours stays at home and sometimes we do Bisita Iglesia and the Stations of the Cross. I have nothing against others who go out for a vacation; I really do understand that this is the only time they have to spend with their family. Then again, it reminds me of those times that we’re wishing that we can join our cousins in the beach. But as I grow living the tradition, now I understand why. This is the best, not the only time, but is the best time to ponder on things that we have done to others. Have we done any sacrificing for others or have we tortured some? Both I guess. It would take some time, a lot of time infact if we list down everything. The important thing is we acknowledge it and we do something about it. I hope so. Let me start by saying sorry to everyone whom I’ve done wrong, especially to those that I don’t actually realize I’ve caused so much pain.

May God bless you and your family! =)